closure
I’m tired. I wanted a closure. I wanted to be happy. It has all gone too far and I can’t bear the pain you’ve been causing me and my baby. I gave you all the love I thought you deserve. I’ve willingly accepted you for all the lies you brought into our relationship. I let you took over my world and prove myself worthy and this is the way you show your gratitude. What hurts me most is that my family still loves you despite all the things you have done to me. They still respected your freedom and your declaration. I’m still fighting for you and covering your ass up. I’ve waited so long for this closure to happen. I’m just a human and I could easily get tired and give up. You gave me up. I dont’ have any faith and I loose all the hope I could gather. I don’t know if you really wanted me to stay. I aint’ a reservation you can have for the rest of your life.
You’ve crashed me more than enough, I’m torn into bits of pieces and I need to get up and pick it up. I have lost everything. I dont’ deserve to be hurt so much like this. I have loved you so much but it has just got to stop. I won’t let you pick up on people and start ruining their lives for your gain. It’s not fair to judge you nor it aint fair for you to step into our lives and keep us all hanging because you are confused. There is no confusion. It all has to end. You end it. Prove yourself worthy for me and your baby.
I need love and full attention. I need your commitment to keep us and be with us. I’ve shed too much tears for you. I’m drained. There’s nothing more I can give and extend. I’m done. This is your last chance to prove you deserve us. It is going to be hard but you have to prove it all. No more extension and no more time to waste. We are not going to wait for you. If you really love us and willing to fight with us, you know what to do.
