Judgement Day
April 26 marks a new beginning. A life breathing inside me has gone out and welcomes the world.
The same world which brought me happiness and the same crowd that has condemned me and cause my death. The life I thought I wished to live in. The memories of past that keeps on hunting me and punishing me. The world that has been cruel with me. The only mistake I’ve made was to love and sacrifice my soul and own happiness for the other person’s benefits.
The world that brought good people who made it a life worth living and destructive beings that causes nothing but pain.
23 years ago a girl was born to live and find her dreams.. a dream to have her own family filled with love and honesty. But this world was just a fantasy. It never existed and it will never be.
I may be ranting about the pain and hatred I’ve got in my heart but this dark side was nothing compares to the joys of bringing out my precious son.
The day I gave birth to our kid was my judgement day. The day everybody is waiting for. ( both good and bad ) People who loves me were excited for my newborn son and those who were just after my kid’s dad was also filled with excitement. They marked it as the day I will be living alone bringing up my kid on my own.
It is a day I’ve been waiting for and scared to face as well. The excitement brought of motherhood and the fear of loneliness brought by infidelity and broken promises.
But instead, I’ve got a great story to tell about my painful birthing experience. The joys and yes the pain of that milestone in every mother’s life ___ bringing a child into this world.
A story that will be handed down to my grandchildren.. a story of survival… a day that will give us a brand new life.
Caleb was born and so am I.
Este es una vida flamante. Mi hijo y yo habíamos combatido malas fuerzas y oso demasiado dolor juntos durante 9 meses largos. Este tiempo luchará juntos por una vida. Superaremos todas estas amenazas de usted aileen y otro mal planean usted y su cómplice y el novio estuvo pensando. Pueden ustedes ambos tener la tranquilidad de ánimo para la traición usted nos ha causado. Las llamas de su amor morirán pronto y volverán para quitar el polvo. Es sólo teh el principio y el suyo se terminará. es terminado
