end of the road
i am the one to be blamed.
i can’t move on and forget what had happen to me.
i can’t accept the fact that i deserve this kind of life.
i deserved to be punished because i’ve been bad.
i deserved to die because i am nothing but trouble…
i need a clone or two to make up all the things that i did.
i need a million dollar to clean up my mess.
i need to die.
i gotta die.
i wanna die.
my mind is not accepting any good thoughts. my body doesn’t have enough strength to fight. my heart is filled with hatred.
probably i was so selfish i can’t accept the fact that the person i wanted to keep was inlove and happy with somebody i really HATE.
im sorry i was a hindrance with your dream.
im sorry mom and dad for being such a disappointment.
im sorry mama for being my crying shoulder.
im sorry kim for you were always there as my loving confidante.
im sorry to anybody who has been irritated with my sad stories.
it was my FAULT…
i should be the one to pay the price….
i don’t deserve to LIVE.
i don’t deserve to be happy.
and most of all…
i was born to suffer.
i promise Caleb, i won’t give such kind of misery as you grew up.
you’ll have the best in life.
all the people who had suffer because of me.. im sorry
to Aileen, i still hate you. I envy you because you were loved the way i dreamed of. hope you’re happy now and you won for destroying my sanity. I acn’t even accept the fact he can leave us for you. I can never forgive you both for your treachery. Because of my hatred, i’ve killed myself.
now we’re even. on both losing end.
to Mickey, have a good life. sorry we’ve met. my fault. im d 1 who only causes you nothing but pain. sorry for the roller coaster ride. im off the ride now.
im so tired.
im retiring from the sad stories.
big girl’s don’t cry.
i won’t cry.
i shouldn’t.
this is me…
giving up…
looking forward to be in my grave.
i’ve imprisoned myself. i made my life a living hell.
i wanted freedom.
im sick.
im insane.
im stupid.
may my death be my retirement.
im tired of waiting.
this was a choice i made…
a self inflicted sadness….
i let the evil temptress and her evil plans ruined my sanity and strength to fight for the truth.
this is the end….
the end of the road…….
