This Life-Fulfilling Sacrifices
Sometimes life snaps at you and wakes you up at random - like how it scares you when you see a shady human form from your periphery but the space is empty when you look the 2nd time…
It just shows that often you need to think a little bit harder to realize what treasures you already have.
Your child. Your husband. Your parents, brothers and friends…And it feels good…
It made me focus on the thought that I seldom got time to really spend for Caleb and Mike…
Most of the time my attention is drawn towards the anxiety of knowing everything and everyone. Curiosity which kills the cat. Good thing I decided to delete their record and link. I can’t move on and still cling on the memories brought by my dreadful past. Then I came to a deep thought that this aint going to bring me and my relationship anywhere. Knowing their in and outs loose my focus on the real thing which is to nurture what I’ve got.
I realised there are some things we must sacrifice to be able to completely understand life’s truest meaning… now I know this is indeed a life-fulfilling sacrifice. To surrender and just simply believe on the power of fate.
I get high and meaningful everytime I let myself breathe the air surrounding me right now. To realize the world I’m living and to wake up each morning with my son and husband right beside me.
This aint a dream but a complete reality all brought to me by my so-called life-fulfilling sacrifices.
To bury all the hatred and just simply live, laugh and LOVE.
