There is grief in indecision

December 2nd, 2008

Finding the right questions is crucial to finding the right responses.

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Rainbow Brite

December 1st, 2008

Rainbow Brite was an animated television series introduced by Hallmark Cards in 1984. The Rainbow Brite franchise generated $1 billion in retail sales of dolls, toys and other licensed products throughout the 80’s. In the franchise’s backstory, a little orphan girl named Wisp is taken by an unknown force to the Colorless World. She must find the Sphere of Light, but upon doing so, she befriends a sprite, Twink, and a majestic white horse known as Starlite. She rescues the seven Color Kids (one for each color of the rainbow) and finds the Color Belt, which is the tool she needs to bring color to the land. After using it to defeat the Dark One, an evil hooded being with twitchy fingers, the unknown force renames Wisp as Rainbow Brite. She and the Color Kids (and their helpers, the Sprites) live in Rainbowland and are in charge of all the colors on Earth.

The Color Belt needs colored Star Sprinkles to work. Each Color Kid is in charge of his/her respective color, and their Sprites mine Color Crystals from the Color Caves, which are turned into Star Sprinkles by a process much like using cookie cutters.

The movie Rainbow Brite and the Star Stealer, made in 1985, added a magical planet of light named Spectra, which is also called the diamond planet. All the light in the universe must pass through Spectra before coming to earth. The Dark Princess causes problems when she tries to wrap ropes around Spectra (in order to haul the giant diamond to her palace), which blocks out the light and throws Earth into a permanent winter.

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not just another year…

November 22nd, 2008

This year has been a great challenge I couldn’t keep control of my own emotions during situations or set backs that others may view as a catastrophe.

I have allowed myself to be taken down with my own disasters and failings. Disappointment or loss had come as a shock, a bolt out of the blue, or an overnight disaster, but there may be choices or actions that led me up to it during the course of the year. It could be that my hopes or expectations are so high, or goals so lofty, that made me bound to be hurt, crest fallen, or shot down.

Fortunately, this year, nothing will keep me from enthusiastically pursuing my dreams, and this ability to bounce back, rebuild, or come back stronger and more determined than ever is an inspiration.

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great expectation

November 22nd, 2008

He promised me we will celebrate and welcome my birthday together. He even plotted a leave because according to him he wanted to be with me on my special day. To my disappointment as expected the promise and great expectation was broken. He had a drink with his brother and friends.. which to be honest I’ve got thing against with. But I thought it was my day.. my day… for me.. but I guess.. just as expected..it’s all about HIM.

WHAT MAKES HIM HAPPY. His Time. His Choice. He even ask me to wait for HIM. He was DRUNK when he came home. He was mad because his inuman session was interrupted.

All about ME became nothingless but ALL ABOUT HIM!!!!

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a year ago… 24/7

November 22nd, 2008

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November 22nd, 2008

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solar return

November 22nd, 2008

Solar Return calculated for 2008
Section 1: The Sun In The Solar Return Chart

Sun Aspects Mars
Mars symbolizes the energy necessary for successful accomplishments. When Mars aspects the Sun, it is a good time to work on a project that requires a great deal of energy to complete. Success can come in the form of personal or professional achievement, or with defense. Relationships tend to be competitive, and you need to balance self-centered drives with the needs of others. Learning to deal with aggression, conflict, and anger in an effective rather than detrimental way can enable the individual to handle negative situations positively. Less spiritual themes involve destructive or self-destructive urges. Prolonged anger creates blockages which waste energy in a cycle of negative emotions that have no real purpose or goal. It is better to direct efforts into positive endeavors. Find out more with your full-length reading…

Sun Aspects Mercury
Just as in the natal chart, the solar return Sun is never more than 28 degrees from Mercury so does not form any major aspects other than the conjunction. Mercury conjunct the Sun indicates that the intellectual mind is actively involved in the goals of the Sun. Reading, writing, learning, and communication in all forms will be important to the pursuit. Find out more with your full-length reading…

Section 2: Mercury In The Solar Return Chart

Mercury Aspects Neptune
Neptune in aspect to Mercury in the solar return chart suggests working with the less clearly defined psychological drives such as compassion, creativity, and spirituality. Your sensitivity to subtle emotional connections among all people increases your concern for certain individuals in particular and humanity as a whole. You are able to acquire information through intuitive and psychic insights. Dealing with these subtle themes can lead to some uncertainty and confusion in the thinking process. Increased intuitive or psychic awareness can precede the ability to weigh this information for its accuracy. It is sometimes difficult to discriminate between what is really psychic and what is more closely akin to worry, fear, or false hope. It is also difficult to find practical applications for idealistic concepts and inspirations which are represented by this combination. Therefore, stress can sometimes be associated with the more spiritual manifestations of Neptune-Mercury aspects. Find out more with your full-length reading…

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soulful sound that soothes my troubled heart…

November 22nd, 2008

mi amore

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sweet thoughts from Kimpot

November 22nd, 2008

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Stand Up

November 22nd, 2008

Everything will be alright, yeah

The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I’m telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can’t go on

I’m telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough (ohh)
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don’t you give up)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don’t give up, just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up (just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life (yeah)
Let your heart be your guide, oh (yeah yeah yeah)
You will know that you’re good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah (alright)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don’t give up, don’t give up, no no no)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don’t give up, don’t give up)
Through it all, just stand up

You got it in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in ya, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in you, find it within ya
Find it within you, find it within
Through it all, just stand up

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